Out Now: The April Issue
Out Now: The April Issue
Q&A with Diannely Antigua at Reedmor Books & Brews
I love being alive. Just as there is sadness and pain, there is still so much love there. It doesn't stop.
Hypermobility
A ligament that sabotages itself when the body is pushed to its limits. How are my limits different from my body’s?
Beeline
I saw the problem immediately. There were dead bees in the sand right where I wanted to walk. They blended in, so it took effort to spot them. I could keep my eyes trained downward to avoid them, but that would mean I couldn't look up at my surroundings or let my thoughts wander. Dead bees still had stingers.
King of the Dirt Hill
The rule was to not use the car while their parents were gone. Marshal had his license but could only drive the boys to school. Their parents assumed the boys were at least confined to the neighborhood. Up until that night, their assumptions had been correct.
Letter from the Editor
I invite you, dear reader, to fight against the comfort boredom provides. I invite you to relocate the passion you may have lost sight of in the winter and drag it back to the surface, just in time for the flowers around us to bloom, reminding us that it is spring: a time of renewal and rebirth.
AWP Confessional: I’m A Conference Person Now
the reason any of us write at all is to enter another soul, to understand that which we cannot easily understand, to connect with the people and places we’re made to believe are separate from us
In the Jeep he inherited after his estranged father’s death
this desert we travel is vast stained with beauty
that consumes and then loses
Letter from the Editors
We can hold space for literature, art, beauty, the things that remind us why we are happy to be alive, and fight for the future we feel we deserve. One does not have to take place of the other.
Bagatelle with Milkshake and Seal
“Minutes teach the hour to walk,
then the hour walks away.”
On Reading and Writing Cozy Literature
These stories have become my indulgence in escapism, and an antidote for doomerism.
Errands
“I walked along the lake and surveyed the multicolored houses, the French balconies blooming with flowers and ivy. The light changed. I turned to the lake and looked to the sky, now unable to distinguish what was thundercloud and what was mountain. It was the most beautiful place I possibly could have imagined.”
Do Not Linger
The patients cling to us. They think we have answers. We think we have answers. But every night I go home and all I have are numbers echoing in my head—oxygen saturation, pulse rate, blood pressure, beeping monitors. I try to sleep and see lines, peaks and valleys, the last rhythms of strangers.
The Record
I don’t want to be so tight-hearted,
but cannot watch closely a paper fortune teller
with every square reading disaster.
Quail
There’s a desperation in Maggie’s eyes, and in her unhesitating violence. Could there be more going on than just some action that instinct drew out of her? Could there be frustration? Anger? I’m reminded of how doctors used to slap human babies to help introduce them to breathing outside of their mothers. Something we learned from the animals?
Punting Stories into Rivers
Water likes to take the path of least resistance, and when I’m stuck with a bad case of writer's block, finding that path of least resistance helps.
Problem Child
She doesn’t even know if tonight will erase her brother’s odious laughter from her memory. All she knows is that for the first time in her eight and a half years, Mason deserves to be punished.